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[Aug. 3rd, 2007|03:16 am] |
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So apparently Sandy went to LA without me :( *sniff sniff*
I miss her so much! I want her to come home or take me with her.
Crystal wants to come too. |
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| miserable |
[May. 1st, 2007|07:20 am] |
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I'm feeling sick and miserable.
WHY DO I HAVE TO GET SICK NOW!!!!
I thought a few days ago that maybe I had just a stomach virus or some food poisioning but nope i'm sick a severe cold I guess. stomach hurting, nausea, runny nose, sore throat, cough, all those nasty things. But this time its way severe either that or just the meds are... I dunno I just know I feel very weak. Like its hard to walk, move, whatever. I feel dizzy and lightheaded most of the day too. I'm just trying to push myself...
2 days left of school. I can make it... maybe |
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| hungry and stressed |
[Apr. 26th, 2007|10:07 am] |
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I'm so tired of school already. I'm just so stressed out right now. I can't last much longer I can feel my brain shutting down BUT IT CANT FINALS ARE COMING! I'm doing well in all my classes my only worry is that of Calculus. I've had tests, tests, essays, all due in such short terms I can't take it anymore. My brain just needs to die for about a week and then I might be ok.
On top of that trying to get all these forms turned in and packed and ready for England is so hard when work is well an issue entirely in itself and school is so hectic too. At what point am I allowed to just chill??????
I've become so stressed and busy lately I'm not really eating... I know I know not good maybe my stomach will eat some of the fat I have. Usually I eat once a day maybe even twice if I'm lucky. But sometimes I'm not eating for 24 hours 0_o so my stomach has gotten so small that when I do eat that one meal a day its the smallest meal ever! I feel hungry often but I just don't find the time to eat and I keep putting it off after my more important obligations and next thing you know it's 24 hours again and all I ate in between was some chocolate milk I bought from the JPL -_-
THANK GOD I'm going to England. Their slow pace of life will help my heart not kill over and die at least....I hope :)
May 17th!!! 3 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ZOMG! |
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| F*cking college wanna--bes |
[Apr. 10th, 2007|07:52 am] |
Does it annoy anyone else how incredibly stupid a lot of college people can be?????
DO you ever find yourself thinking the guy in your class who never shows up and when does is only there to flirt with girls and try to act so cool as he recalls his worst drunk moments as a way to persuade the girls to come join him at one of his frat parties while his education and money goes down the tube....
Or like now the girl behind me who since the first day of class has tried to set up her on SI session (even tho we have an SI leader... 0_o yeah a wannabe over achiever. What's worse is there are people that meet with her to learn off of her and I come to find out she made a B on the last test... I made an A on the last test and she is talking about how it was hard and she didn't even know the bonus question.... wannabe.... what is worse is she has followers... and she is here talking about how the lowest level math class is hard for her... *shakes head* granted a B is a decent grade but not if you expect to be some leader of teaching other kids.... whatever
Just me bitching...
Then there are 2 girls next to me who are what I would like to think a representation of Daddy's money as they have coach purses coach bookbags and laptops while they struggle in a class that is suppose to be somewhat easy... I thought rich girls were supposed to be pretty?
Sorry I'm bitter and pissed off...I guess its just the stress of my calc test here in like 3 hours that I don't feel ready for at all. WHY DID OUR TEACHER MOVE IT A WEEK UP!!! I WASN"T READY FOR THAT!
I hope you find my bitching at least somewhat entertaining
Hope everyone had a good Easter holiday even though it was lousy weather.
I can't wait for HARRY POTTER! I know i am still a nerd. |
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| I kind of miss |
[Mar. 27th, 2007|01:12 am] |
I kind of miss being emo...
I don't know whether to laugh or to cry... about that
:) |
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| Blah |
[Mar. 8th, 2007|09:33 am] |
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School is just killing me. I got about 3-4 hours of sleep last night again. I hate thursdays wake up at like 630am go to school from 8-145 rush to work at 2 and im stuck there til 10 or longer. I hope maybe someone can go home today like last thursday doubt it but you never know. I could really use some sleep more than anything :(
*whine whine whine* I know
I can't wait for spring break although that does mean a lot of working but at least there were only be some hmwk I have to get done and not this lack of sleep drag my ass to school days for a week |
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| odd |
[Feb. 23rd, 2007|12:37 am] |
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That's odd I actually had a good day at work.... everyone seemed in a good mood I guess? Who knows. The Calc test went better than I thought...I think....
The new trailer of the simpsons looks awesome
Aqua Teen Hunger Force trailer even more awesome!
Can't wait to finally see the rest of 300 IMAX!!
Reno-911 was decent enough way better than borat...borat was kind of lame actually not hard to beat.
Lots to do tomorrow :( errands such being an adult isn't that much fun at times |
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| update on life |
[Feb. 21st, 2007|07:52 pm] |
I'll try to make this short-ish
Mario Party 8 got pushed back like all the other Wii games- lame but wii play should be coming in tomorrow I hope :)
I have a calculus test tomorrow which im sure to fail!! No joke...like seriously no joke it will be the first test i fail ever
Last weekend I went to visit my Dad, brother, and Catherine she is so beautiful I love her...everyone says she looks just like me but with blue eyes they still think she might have my hair ugh my neice is so precious
I'm really poor and this next paycheck tomorrow will be like 50 bucks :( more like 100 if im lucky
I still owe my mom all my car payments :( = me more poor than normal
Work is well horrible...worse than ever I guess I should have learned to get out about ooo say over 2 years ago. I've worked there over 2 1/2 years now and I can see that was the biggest waste of my time and I feel more scrutinized and hated than ever... and the drama seems bigger than ever... I guess that is what happens when you work with so many immature people
My new favorite movie for the time being has to be STOMP THE YARD!!
I hugged the print when I heard we were getting rid of it
Looks like the England thing is a few steps closer to be finalized :)
I can't wait til Easter
and as many people know today is Ash Wednesday I think instead of giving up something I will force myself to start working out at least twice a week maybe even 3 times a week if time permits. WORK OUT MORE! |
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| Excited! |
[Feb. 6th, 2007|09:58 am] |
Mario Party 8 scheduled to be released March 8th for the Wii !!!!!
Hopefully they won't postpone it like they have been doing.
WOOT!
Guess I need to find a 4th wii remote and fast. |
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| *whines* yes I want some cheese with it |
[Jan. 5th, 2007|02:21 am] |
I hate being a girl and if you think I'm talking about Niagra you are sadly mistaken...
on the flip side
I got a car :) Woot!
and a Wii |
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[Dec. 19th, 2006|09:58 am] |
I hate those moments (like these...like right now) where you really just want someone to talk to, someone to hug you, someone to be there for you because you need it...because things in your world just started spiraling and it doesn't look like it will end any time soon nor anywhere good. But what you think is important isn't worth waking up someone at what is it almost 4am right now. And I'm really wishing I could talk to ___, my comfort and joy, or claire my closest friend and the person i tell literally everything too and somethings (most things) more than once. I guess I should start thinking about food for the past oo about 30 hours i've only had a ramen noodles to eat. not healthy. oh and one coke and some coffee. i guess they count too.
Unrealistically I just wish that ___ and Claire who make everything better...
until then im stuck between the 2 horrors of work and home |
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| Fall 2006 Grades |
[Dec. 16th, 2006|12:11 am] |
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Oral Interpretations A
Economics A
Modern America B
Honors Eurpoean Union A
World Civ A (yeah not sure how that one happened) |
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| Car accident :( |
[Dec. 8th, 2006|02:13 am] |
I debated whether or not to write a blog or this and well I guess you can see which won.
I got in a really bad car accident last night while coming home from work. It was about 330am. Basically I zoned out was thinking about school and homework and all the things I had to do and I completely blanked and I started to notice I was going under a red light and BAM! I got hit. So yes it was my fault...I was just so far into my own thoughts that I didn't see anything on the road.
I'm ok and the other driver is doing better than I am other than him being pissed and probably not having insurance...
I'm just bruised and sore. I went to the ER to get checked out and other than my panicing I seem to be alright. Thankfully Dave wasn't far and could come to me I ran to him and hugged him after it all happened and he went to the hospital with me and stayed with me through the night.
Which was good cause to make matters worse...my stepdad was determined to find a 24 hour pharmacy and get me my medications despite it being so late and despite his condition (for those of you who know what that is)...well in short he ended up going off the side of the road and flipping his car. The police said that it should have been a fatal accident and yet he walked away from it just bruised.
maybe these wrecks were in memory of Pearl Harbor lol ...Dec 7...nevermind.
But for now my car is gone forever. Goodbye Cillian... forever. and my stepdad's car is now gone forever too. Goodbye ugly chevy tahoe.
Guess I know what I want for Christmas now... :(
At least everyone is ok. |
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| The Holiday |
[Dec. 5th, 2006|09:36 am] |
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The Holiday! I loved it a must see!
I wish I too could go out and just celebrate being young and being alive.
I WANT TO GO TO ENGLAND! |
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| So...going through that time again |
[Nov. 29th, 2006|04:12 pm] |
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So like most people my age... I'm continually struggling to figure out just exactly what I wish to become in life. I truly love learning about history and new cultures and new places which is why I originally decided to be a history teacher. But I still feel like that isn't what I want to do. I keep thinking that there is something more I can do with my life. At the same time I feel like I've come this far I might as well keep going ahead with this degree plan.
I saw this far because in about a week I will be technically at junior level status already. I'm done with my core its all upper from here. I'm just not sure what to do though.
I started thinking maybe I should go back to my original idea about law school. Wanting to be a corporate lawyer but after reading up on it again I remember why I got rid of that idea along time ago.
I've always been interested in medicine and especially in developmental and children.
So I started thinking maybe a pediatrician of some sort...and then I saw Neonatology.
Neonatology is basically the intensive care unit for premature babies.
I dunno...part of my desperate attempt to find a new career maybe ...or should I really start looking into it?
Do I finish my history degree? |
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| quick update |
[Nov. 27th, 2006|09:01 am] |
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- School is still stressing me out
- Thank GOD there is only one more week left of school and then finals
- FINALS EEEK!
- I love Christmas time except when I don't know what to buy people
- I miss Aaron I feel like I haven't seen him in forever!!!!
- HAPPY FEET WAS AWESOME!
- Dane Cook with Claire hopefully on Monday Night
- I'm worried about my script presentation on Tuesday for Oral Interpretations...
- and Not looking forward to writing a 5 page paper tomorrow
- I need more money once again I'm poor
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| Found this funny |
[Oct. 30th, 2006|06:20 pm] |
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So I'm sitting here on campus waiting for my 2pm class and trying to get some studying in. There is the loser sitting across from me thank God there is a table sepearting us. He is trying to be all cool and I can see him consistantly looking over here at me. I guess that would be called checking me out.
I see him trying to glance around the room and always ends up staring at me and it bothers me. Maybe because he's freaking ugly or maybe its cause he is the cliche fall out boy wannabe.
In any case. He's sitting there with his laptop and he starts shaking his choclate milk vigirously. He has already shaken it once for like a good minute it seemed. Once someone annoys me every little thing they do annoys me...
So he drinks a little and then picks it up and starts shaking it again only for the lid to come off and the milk to go all over his hat (which he doesn't seem to realize) all over his white t-shirt and all over his laptop. I'm not laughing at this guys misfortunes I'm just laughing at his attempt to be cool and the ending results of it.
Once it happened he immediately looked at me to see if I had noticed but I did well to just look at my laptop...don't want it obvious that I noticed...he might get the wrong impression and think I'm noticing him... ewwww...
anyways just trying to procrastinate studying more cause my mind for the day is already completely fried. |
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| Need some time to rant |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|04:11 pm] |
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So the next oh say 2 weeks are Armegedon for me and the following 2 weeks after that are my lesser form of hell.
A
Sorry but I need some time to rant... I'm stressed and I dont know what to do to get rid of my stress. I need this next month to be overwith or something
Not only working every weekend and most weds and thursday which I love doing don't get me wrong I also have now:
6)
1) An oral presentation due tomorrow which I spent last nite and today working on
2) A Midterm paper to write due Friday of Next week which will take alot of time
3) 2 novels to read one I am half way through and the other I haven't even started as well as catching up on the reading I have been putting off for my modern america class
4) studying for my midterm next Thursday for Oral Interpreation
5) studying for my midterm the following day, Friday for Modern America
6) studying for my economics exam which is on Tuesday!
7) and studying for my World Civ test that following thursday
8) then the next week I get a slight break by only having a major essay due for my European Union class
0_o
I want to cry... I trully only have like Monday and Tuesdays to even do my hmwk and I still haven't caught up on my sleep in 2 weeks so every day waking up i'm worse and worse trying to stay awake and run off the fumes I pretend to have left. I NEED SLEEP!
AHHHHHHHHHHH! |
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| I need a new screenname |
[Oct. 4th, 2006|09:27 am] |
I need a new screename my former ones have been:
Kittie241
Hopelove719
Sxytennischik87
Sheynx dju
does anyone have an idea for a new screen name? |
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